field trip

cahaya is about to go to upm

for her school field trip..

die dpt pegi after ME,berjaya begging bapak die..

PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE

i told him,ksian anak i...nti kwn2 cerita...

and die just listen and not experience the fun..

mikel start serba salah..and said..ok2 nti die confirm balik with the teachers..

tpi i da npk mcm 55% chance cahaya dpt pegi..

so..smlm die g tnye cikgu..and ask bout the security..

bus ape naik..

mcmne cikgu nk control group of children..

then he agreed!!

im double yeay for cahaya..msti die happyyyyy...

tp awal2 dlu si cahaya tu bgtau i...

momi..cahaya pnye school ade field trip,tapi cahaya xpergi..

sbb papa x bagi...

eehhhh..so pasrah my baby girl???

then i ask tapi cahaya nak ke pegi..

die ckp nak...tapi bile papa xbagi xpe la...

ya ALLAH,baik nyeee...

dlu i la kan,nangis klau xdpt..

klau bapak i slalu on jee..

sbb die suka anak die try new things,mak yg mcm berat hati nak lepas...

Cahaya is good because she can tune in with the parents...

layan kan jee..

when with papa..more dicipline and rules(german u noe laaa)

while with me..more fun and lets break the rules..

hihihihi...

ok la...nti i update pasl her trip friday nti :)

as a mom,msti kite nak yg baik2 for our child..

lagi baik kite serahkn dan berdoa anak kite pada Allah..

insyaallah,Allah sentiasa jaga dan lindungi Cahaya..

ameen..

kiss..

hugs

mwahhhhh..

hello again!

why and why and whyyyyyyyyyyy??
pemalas gile ehh nk update blog??
i know why..semenjak dah berinstagram kann..
amik gmbau put a short caption easy breezy kan..
all done by ur small phone!

tpi dlm kepala..aduh blog ku yg kucintai..sabau naaaa!!
hehehehhee...

so all of us..mr papa,mama and cahaya all are ok!!
hope u all doin fine too!

so with cahaya perkembangan nye lpas blik europe,
now with dak mikel da converse like 80% in jerman..
how happy papa die??
199% da bapak die gumbira!

so while diorg kat sane,cahaya behave well..biase la..dah no choice..kne dgr ckp papa..
so bile balik sini..da mula mengada die..so papa ckp..
"so cahaya,welcome back to malaysia"...menyindir mama nye...hehe...

then bile mikel kat sane,mikel kne jugak buat kje..which die xbole bwk cahaya..
so mikel..a very complicated papa..buat advertisment for baby sitter..
mikel said me,nearly 30 application utk jd baby sitter anak ku..siap interview by papa lgi..
and till now,cahaya kadang2 cite andrea suka baca kn die buku mlm2..
while mak die,biase tgah2 bace2 msti i yg tertido..tinglkn die sorg..
my bad!

well..stop sini dlu..nti i update our conversation video..
tgk mak nenek mmbebel...
die suka ckp english dgn i..then bile i reply in english..die rase mama nye over..
so die ckp..
"mama..cakap la malaysia!!"

my sleeping pill..

i don need slepping pill at all,when i got one!
si cahaya..melayan die buat i tido lgi awal dri die...
melayan die membebel2..tibe2 i da tbgun sbb alarm berbunyi..
pastu start la badan sakit2 sbb x setting tdo betul2 dlu..
pastu bli night cream mmg sgt x berguna..mmg xhabis2 sbb asik terskip pakai..
:)
like today,like yesterday like the other other day before!mmg slalu..i xsuka sbnarnye tertido tibe2 ni..

mulut die n papa die time tdo mmg sepesen!

 i baru perasan yg nenek die kan mmg rajin mengadu2 cerita dkat cahaya..slalu pon same..tpi ingt sbb nk cerita kat mama,tpi sbb cahaya ade..join la...

so smlm,i masuk rumah..nenek pangil cahaya..terus cerita..

"yang,nenek jemur2 baju tdi panas sgt..pastu ni kan kepala nenek da sakit da..bla bla bla".

cahaya pon jwp mcm org tua la jawapan die.."nenek jemur baju siape nek,pastu nenek sakit lagi x ni?"

bla bla bla...

cerita masak ape la,cerita ape nenek tgk kat tv la,cerita ape nenek bace kat suratkabar la...mcm2...

n mlm2 smlm nta ape2 je mimpi die..nk cubit2 susu die..i xselesa langsung..xbg die cubit2..

pastu nenek die ckp "ehhh,biarkn die..die nk main2 gurau2 dgn kau"...pastu i ckp ok2..

sesekali bile i ckp jgn..trus mengadu kat nenek "nenekkkkkkk,cahaya nak main2 gulau2 ngn mama tpi mama xbg nekkkkkk"..

nenek die jeling ckp "bagi die main2!!!"

ps-cahaya si jantung hati nenek!

drama queeni...

i love buah kuini..hehe..
my baby girl,bole i categori kn drama queen yg quiet hebat...
girls kn mostly drama queen...i bet most daughters are..
pandai berfantasi,pandai berlakon,suke jdik maknenek..etc etc..mmg pakej la kann..
bout boys i dun know,since i don have any..yet..
from frens they said their boys are very active playing lasakly..kalau ade adik mmg dbuli...
hehe...yeah boys cute too kn,lasak dan bertenaga as a protector of the family!

so si cahaya atitude die berbeza to each one of us..
if dgn nenek..karekter die akn lemah lembut sopan santun sbb mama ckp..
"jgn noti2 ckp nenek,dgn nenek kne dgr ckp kne sayang!"..tu yg bile dgn nenek mula la die melanding2 mcm kucing manje...
kalau dgn datuk,datuk suka usik2 die..so die dgn datuk pandai begurau..suka buat2 kelakau dgn datuk die...

if dgn mama,mama kurang pandai nk berlemah lembut..mama suka cium die kuat2,sampai die rimas...papa ckp.. "please b tender to her,ur her mother"..dgn me pon die suke buat kelakau...
pastu dgn papa die bersopan santun,if with mama nyamuk gigit die..die buat xtau..when papa is around.."papa,moskito bite me,please put the ice here"...kannn ke saje nk tarik perhatian nk di belai2... :)

ps-skrg tgah ade game merebut papa...hehe,best jugak kenakn cahaya..pastu papa pulak akn xtentu arah...like last sunday bile i berdating with mikel n cahaya..cahaya nk duduk dlm stroller..i pon pgang tgn papa die..i said "papa loves me,die pegang tgn mama"..cahaya turn her head.."papa,dont hold mama hand,hold cahaya hand"..papa die bagi la the other hand to her..then cahaya ckp.."no,i want that side"..u see,si penjelous niii...

yg papa die plak when i said,papa loves mama..then papa die jwp dulu cepat2..."no....papa loves cahaya and mama"see,first her daughter than me!

the girl yg suka mengkonker my hubby!day and night..see,this when papa around..so la berkepit..

and dis her character with mama,naughty and always find way to make joke which sumtimes i penat and x layan..bedosa kan jdi mama x layan anak ni??

girly girl..but please on her hair let it free..she just dun like it..siape ajar??papa die laaa...papa ckp xcantik pakai2 ape2 kat kepala cahaya,rambut die dah cukup cantik!..perasan je dua2 anak bapak ni!

hi all

lately ni semakin menjadik2 kemalasan nk update blog..
byk sebab laa...antara nye,my sister da bizi..
die x update..me pon same..
plus,semua gambau da masuk ig..so easy post and write short caption and done with it..
haha..
but,kne kuatkn semangat sbb i know..
im a pelupa person bout date,msti kne update.. :)

so here a short update with less talk,more pics...hehe

when papa home,siape x suke..mama ske sbb mama off day bmula..sbb everyting take over by him..kalau die jeles2 kang dgn mama duduk rehat je nenek plak take over..
then cahaya happy sbb dpt bermanje dgn her man!unlimitly...

so saturday morning ade sket kje kat ofis,my fren kak yan g by motor..since umah we oll sejalan..i asked her if i can ride with her...yeay best sesekali merempit..angin btiup2 xhenti2...

and cahaya pergi jumping2 dgn bapak nye...

so dis on the fathers day morning..die olok2 tido konon2 penat  layan bapak die...sampai tgah nk mkn pon bole tetido..

so ahad tgahari before papa balik..i cek2 ape yg must be done while he is around..ya..gunting rambut maknenek..mula2 mikel mcm melengah2kn mase,i said meh la i je gunting die cpt2 jawap..no no no..jom g...
senang ape stakat gunting rambut dpan je..n cahaya pon ckp no..aunt jacqline!!!

saloon 2 beranak ni g kat dataran pahlawan..pastu mikel ckp bole x trim rambut die skali,sbb die  perasan ade split ends...
i ckp pandai2 je u abang mischa...i xde pon npk split ends,die bole perasan???trus aunt jac ckp ok,then die ckp the min as possible to trim lil darling hair...
trim pon good kn for healthy growing hair...cpt pjg kn org ckp kalau trim ni???

dri her 1st experience till now,my cahaya always ok and polite je when she sit for a hair cutting time!

aunt jac ckp cina suruh tutup mata..mmg aunt jac ckp cina ngn die...

love this girl!

aunt jac tanye nk blow x rambut..papa ckp ok blow..then cahaya ckp nk blow kat her stroller,sbb die penat...then biase gunting fringe die rm 4...now plus trim n blow rm18! 

i said u die dah penat..and i said u yg mikel mmg kuku kaki die mmg g pedicure...
so die nk merampas my hubby,while si abang misha berpedicure..die menyelit jela kat papa die..

24jam nk bercerita,and papa must all the time listen sbb takut anak pompuan sorang die ni kecik hati..
tu on top mmg die tgah membebel,and papa mendengar dgn kusyuk..konon2 very interested..

so at home,datuk dah blikn die rabbit..3 eko...

so yg warna coklat tu..papa said itu mama sbb warna coklat the other 2 warna putih  1 papa satu cahaya!

ps-love my life,even sumtimes no..not sumtimes many many times i complain pasl abang misha,pasl cahaya..tpi xpayah la nk komplen sgt im not perfect too!!

i likeeee!!!

ade bercerita2 pasl bab power of being a mom..
ayat2 mak ni doa kan...bla bla bla...
then ade sorg pakcik ni..i kategori kan org yg berilmu la jugak org nye..
always being a positive no matter what..
kdg mcm pelik how he can handle the situation...
dgn situasi anak2 die ade jugak nakal2..
still die bole melepak buat kelakau,ketawa ha ha ha,bg nasihat pada org lain...

aritu die ade ckp sumting,yg for me..i must keep his word...
sbb i LIKE it...yg pasl the power of being a mom tu la kan,die ckp mcmni ::
"kite jadik mak,jgn berlagak..kite x boleh ckp..AKU NI MAK,TAKDA AKU,KAU X LAHIR KAT DUNIA..cube kite ingt balik..nabi Isa Allah lahirkan tanpa emak..jadik bapak pon same,xbole belagak sbb kne ingt nabi adam Allah lahirkan tanpa bapak...jgn salah gunakan kuasa jadi mak and bapak...tpi anak2 kne INGATTTT :kne hormat tanpa mak and bapak,kite xkan dapat tgk bulan dan matahari :)

ps-dun u think it such a nice win2 situation..at one side..nak suruh mak n bapak tu fahami anak2,jgn mudah nk naik angin especially jgn ckp kasar2 sbb whatever keluar dari mulut mak/bapak tu kan doa...and then at the same time to remind us,yg silalah hormati mak n bapak sbb tanpa mak bapak,siapa lah kite!!

pss-just for sharing,because sharing is loving..i love u..u know :)

mak i kemas2 brg,jmpe gambau ni..mase zaman muda2 dgn kwn2 Uitm..me still with my long curly hair :)
all of us still the same..that one of the reason im happy to found dis pic again!

then my fren balik sabah,i mintak tlg bli kn ikan bilis,udang kering..so mlm tdi jugak anak bertuah nk kopek ikan bilis...rajin nauuu anak i kannn...

my weekend

weekend ni g kl..skali ade my bestfren pnye wedding at putrajaya...
skali jmpe kwn2 skola...

me jamie and fazila :)

me n u n she..

kdn xnk pandang org,tpi kadang over peramah jmpe x berape minit da berpeluk sakan...

 so i ade komplen kat abang mischa ckp now rase gemuk,mane x nye...jeans nk zip tu kne berusaha susah payah baru dpt tau..so abang mischa tanye ape ko mkn..pagi mostly kat ofis i mkn nasik lemak with ayam..ptg nasik lauk pauk,mlm nasik lagi..so abang mischa ckp no wonder la..please dun eat nasik lemak more...ok dis morning no nasik lemak,i switched to nasik goreng...
mmg susah la..kalau dah tekak melayu nk bertukar ke tekak jerman mkn roti je pagi2...abang mischa pnye style mkn kdg mcm npk boring je npk x kenyang pon iye..pagi roti sapu butter ltak honey or any of his fav jem,tghari die mkn warm food..any ikan ke ayam ke ape2 la..with nasik or spagetti...then mlm again roti with salad...

ps-tingalkn mlk dri jumaat..then ptg ahad balik first thing i jengah msti la my hauz..yeay..da naik batu tau..kejap je rase nye :)
cant wait :)

pss-tpi sedih sikit la,bile mikel ckp aritu "cant wait for the holiday with cahaya" plus he said nti tolong pack2 kn brg cahaya sbb nk tgk berat luggage si cahaya...sbb since cahaya dah not more below 2..so harga seat die da same mcm harga tiket papa die..luggage pon,utk die ade die punya sndri... :(

rose war...

i said once..rose war ni happen bile me n abang mischa bergaduh...
xbaik sebenarnye bgtau hal uma tangga..tpi nk jugak la cite sikit...
ni best nye bile dok jauh,bile gaduh..i bole xnk jwp call..bole bgaduh lbih dri sehari..
dlu2 time dok same,gaduh je blom sehari masam muka,die da buat muka kelakau n i ketawa...
x adventure langsung!

but now da xkwn,dri ahad..sampai arini die call buat2 xnk ckp..
cahaya je jwp..yg mikel "sayang,how r u,hows the situation"..sepatah i jwp "ok"..
geram je abang misha ni..
tpi aritu mcm ksian kat cahaya,sbb i xnk mengalah..mase antau papa die..we missed our family ritual
plus kesian cahaya terjengket2 kat pintu kete papa die nk kiss2,nk bg2 kata semangat..
my BAD!

so bile da gaduh sibuk le die nk cek my insta,my fb bla bla bla...
kalau x..i ckp ngn die g tgk fb i ade masuk kn gambau anank awk...baru die tgk...
so tdi die call..mcm da calm down je,xkuase nk sambung gaduh i tnye die
"y u like my instagram photo??"..die jwp "i want to ask u 1 question too:::why not??"..
same2 ktawe pastu peace..our rose war end

ps-yg mikel call mak mengadu..mak sound me..i said ala mak normal le gaduh2...mak pon kadang2 geram jgk kan bak(wah wah wahhhh ayat kan,mcm anak durhaka)..hehe...

1st pasport photo..i ltk kat my ofis...pusing je kanan mmg tercium kat die!

fav pose of the month!

**bile dah jmpe mandi pon nk same2 dlm tub kecik tu...bile da setel mak masing2 amik sorg satu..masuk bilik pakai kn baju..bile keluar nk main balik tgk ehhh "same white dress"...sweet!!

the girls

cerita2 kosong je niii...

aritu si papa call,die ckp sakit gg..so the next day die ckp gg die kne cabut sbb sakit sangat...
trus die jdik moody..bile i ckp.."biasela org tua"...
tpi i cerita kat cahaya gg papa die kne cabut...mase i mandi..i dengar die bual2 ngn nenek die..
"nekkk...gg papa da xde,doktor da cabut"...
sooo...nenek tnye me bile i siap mndi..."btol ke gg mikel kne cabut..i said yes...then i add on..4batang kne cabut...yg dpan..mak mcm terperanjat sgt la..xdpt die nk bayangkn kot mikel xde gg..dpan plak tu..4 plak tu...hehe...
so bile papa sampai uma..mak mcm gerammmm je dgn cerita yg i reka tu...mikel ckp "biase la mak,sarah kan suke make story"...

mikel ni mmg..bile sakit sikit mmg flat trus..dmam sikit pon teruk..so otw balik die da ckp.."no spicy food,no fried food..nk yg cook fish"..so i made him 3 hari berturut2 kuah pindang/singgang..same menu mcm cahaya..sng skali msk..tpi ahad..die terliur tgk sambal udang mak buat..die nak....

gaya org sakit...

ape lagi..idea pon bjln la...too boring melukis atas kertas...

how happy she was!

semakin menjadi2...and mr papa keep on tido...i guess he pretends just..mls nk layan..dah la tgah sakit..

then i said cahaya here2..kat pipi papa...die lukis jee trus papa bukak mata..before papa berkata2 die ckp 'ok,ok i clean"...ha tau takut...

when papa sick...he less play with si cahaya..tpi keluar lunch date of them both never missed...diorg k kelua tpi kjap je...so this week mama kne uruskn cahaya more..join mama pnye aktiviti basuh baju on weekend,tolong mama basuh pingan..
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harap rajin mcmni sampai besau yee nak..

the beria expression

with her mom.....

so an update bout my jungle house::

mcm biase..weekend,tukang pon cuti..so i saje2 la tanye pendapat abang mischa..ok x if my hauz kaler white and pintu kaler hitam...white is must sbb itu yg cahaya nak since the beggining,but to make the door kaler hitam..tpi abang mischa kate tpi kan white house with blue door pon cantik tau..mcm dkat santorini greece...ya,kind of nice..tpi nti la i pikirkan balik..survey2 sane sini google2 sane sini dlu...

santorini..nice kannn...

but black door..i heart u!!

ps-what say u??

short coversation!

cahaya:hey vikram..u!!(ckp sorg2)
ida:teringt vikram ehh
cahaya:aah
ida:vikram pangil cahaya ape??
cahaya:die ckp sayang,sayang...(me n ida pandang each other tahan ketawa)
ida:uncle bala suka cahaya x??
cahaya:sukeeee!!
ida:uncle bala pangil cahaya ape??
cahaya:hey pwincess!!(sambil mata die die besarkn..mmg mata uncle bala round and big)
ida:so aunt pangil cahaya ape??
cahaya:(terdiam pikir kejap)...errmmmmm...sarahaya!!!(sbb mak vikram from india,xtau ckp melayu sgt tu die pandai2 gabungkn my name n cahaya name tu jdik sarahaya!!...

**papa die da warning sebenarnye..da jgn nk asik mention vikram2..cahaya xingt vikram kalau i x meremind die...now u see abang mish!!!i x remind pon...

dream,dream,dream....

nk story sikit...
pasl my dream!
u know...hit new year 2012 aritu...tibe2 my sis ckp..."ko x teringin ke ade rumah,aku nk share2 pasl mcmne bestnye ade uma sendiri ngn ko xleh sbb ko xdpt rase bnda yg same"...
so me feel like..terdiam,xterkata..then sis i ckp lgi "msti sbb ko pikir kje mikel yg boleh kne pindah2 tu yg ko xnk buat rumah kannn"...me like "yes..mmg itu sbnarnye!!!!"...then she said more "so bile ko kne ikot mikel ko xnk balik2 sini ke...buat la rumah even kecik bile ko balik bole duduk..yaser anak lelaki..msti die jage mak n bak..so bile da kawin die nti anak da ramai2 ko x pening ke duduk mcmtu??"..yes..she is sooo rait..

mlm tu jgk i ckp ngn bak n mak yg i nk buat rumah kecik2 je pon,besides their house!!!besides ke belakang ke depan ke for me no prob..as long as i ade my own house so that im the BOSS..so it shud b okey!!!...

dear my sis,tq ehhh for membuka mata i...i rili appreciate that so much!mak n bak of coz happy..for mikel he is okey...he call my house as "jungle house"..bile i ckp..ok ko ckp jungle,ko xbole masuk jungle house i nti..ko duduk je dgn mak mertua ko...!!die gelak2 ckp...jungle house is nice what!!!...sbb blkg tu mcm hutan2 sikit tu dpt name jungle house!....

and for mak and bak mmg i more and more appreciate sbb byk sgt jasa diorg,even i xdpt nk balas lahhh...bak trus tempah tanah utk rata kan..mak plak bg idea itu ini...
rumah i plan die my sis pnye idea...lpas i bg idea i nk mcmni mcmtu die trus bg idea..and i agree with a bit arrangment by me...

so on that piece of land will stand my OWN "jungle house"..
i cant wait the moment to count the star from my own verandah..
spot cahaya with her datuk over there??

the man behind the scene...
tq so much bak..!!!i know he is happy...

mlm2 nti kalau nk mkn,mls nk masak kite lompat ke rumah nenek ehh cahaya???

ps-actually..my sis bg idea tu lpas si cahaya bercerita pasl her own dream...serius she is small,but with very big dream...ade skali me sis n cahaya jln2...dkat portugis settlements...so rumah2 kat situ kan cantik2 kecik2 jee kan..so die start ckp "ibu...bole x belikan cahaya rumah yg mcmtu..(sambil tunjuk rumah yg die npk)...i tgah bwk kete,trus terdiam..xsangka bole die mintak mcmtu..die ckp lagi "cahaya nak rumah yg kecik je mcmtu ibu,cahaya nak warna putih"....as u wish my dear,hati mama trus nak nak nak buat rumah utk cahaya the most!

pss-my jungle house will b biase2 ajeee...real square shape with 3 rooms!!..now im ready to reveal since this khamis tukang rumah da nk mula buat rumah..

psss-the progress of my house will b update kat blog satu lgi tu..as kenang2an!!!for me,or for cahaya!!...utk abg mischa xpayah...!!!!hehe.....

my little runaway!

she will b away approx 5 to 6 weeks with her father..
my mood---->up and down!!sedih but more is jeles!!
whatever it is,its confirm..
enjoy ur balik kampung trip ya!

ps-dkat tiket die name die dgn tittle MISS...
buat mama rase hati berbunga2 ade anak dara yg mcm da besau and so independant g holiday sorg2 without mama...

pss-ade skali die ckp nk call Oma when papa xde,i call kan n die ckp..die bgtau oma die nti die nk dtg jmpe oma naik flugzeug(plane)..Oma so much happy to spend another moment with her!she will not b all the time at Oma's..semingu je ngn Oma the rest..they will b at Prague..the city i miss and love the most..after my own hometown!!

a girl

smlm tgah lepak bertiga dlm bilik...tibe2 cahaya lari2 "papa,papa..hilfe cahaya!!!"...
papa tanye nak hilfe(help) what...die ckp.."cahaya want pee,on the light!!!!
papa tolong je buka panties..blom smpat die lompat kat toilet bowl..da terpee kat lantai...
mmg kepantangan papa la pee kat lantai..lpas da cuci kaki die sume..cahaya keluar dri toilet..
papa pon bersihkan toilet..

i melanding atas bed..tgk perangai cahaya yg keluar toilet trus berlari tarik towel die..lap2 keringkn her lower part,kaki sume..pastu sarung panties tadi...pastu bukak almari baju die..pick 1 dress,terus sarung..
papa die keluar toilet trus "papa...i want walk"...
papa yg xde terperanjat ke ape ke trus.."moment cahaya,papa take a jeans ja"..
cahaya said "ok papa"...
berdesup dua org...

mikel tanye mane ehh aku nk g ngn cahaya..i said.."ermm....(tgah nk pikir)
die jwp "it ok,i know where to go...
bye2....

dis on their saturday date...sori kecik gambau sbb papa sent by viber!

having her baby juice,the red is a strawberry!

this was their sunday date..botanical garden!

kepenatan..tertido!!