the cycle thats go on and on and on...

evry morning,otw to work i will listen to fly fm...

sbb,pagi2 kne dgar lagu2 yg meng wake me up..

at the same time,they talk about something..

that sumtimes u will laugh yourself loud,or even feel sad sumtimes..

mcm pgi tdi they were talk pasl how bizibodi nye org2 yg bertanye kn bile nk kawin to the dj thousand times setiap kali jmpe...

so they talked bout it...then i realize mmg la buzi bodi kn...

ade je org nk tau ape kite plan in life yg even diorg x tau kdg2 bnda tu sensitif/memalukn...

especially jgn la tnye org bile nk dpt anak..its so sedih n sad tauuu...

very2 sensitif,sbb sape yg kawin xnk anak..

u all doakn je la,n kalau nk tau pon tungu je la...

npk perut besar ade la...

itu da mcm cycle of life question in fact itu sumting yg not good..

itssss sooooooo bisybodi ok..

tpi now soalan for me:

bile cahaya nk ade adik..tpi soalan ni i xmarah..

tpi kan hati i lebih berbunga2....

sbb::

da rindukn berperut besar!!

..cantik nau..



"OMG...i da nk ade cucu..."

ade org ckp nenek,datuk akn lebihhhh syg cucu diorg lebihh dr diorg syg ank diorg...
sbnarnyekn,msti mak i tu pon ade perasaan eh ekkk kejap je aku da ade cucu..sbb kejap je ank die da besar2 kn??

inilah perangai mak incik yg i maksudkn..kalo ape die pnye arahan msti diikut.."baik mak incik"
tgah skype dgn appa,die bwt la perangai sweet2 die,tpi die xtau appa xbole terima tgk die "berbadan 2 dgn teddy bear die"
ini smua akn happen in 20years++ from now,insyaallah..(wah2)
tpi kn bile kwn2 kite tgk mak incik mcmni,diorg ckp cahaya ni sbnarnye nk suruh mom die yg berbadan mcmni2..die bg hint(ewah2)

**the mostt gedik mak incik dlm universe...

salam...

sy tgah berpantang....

oppps ya,i da selamat deliver kan my beautiful baby girl name cahaya maria...

semau berlaku dgn begitu indah skali,dan sgt bersyukur kepada Allah kerana mempermudahkan proses melahirkan my angel....

for da time being aku post 1 pic dlu....later i will let u know my labour experience!!!

so here the details-

name:cahaya maria

dob:27.8.09

weight:2.95kg

height:53cm

hobby:sleeping

fav food:my mummy's fresh milk!!!

the person i love the most:MUMMY~

oh si baby cahaya....

bkan nye aku diam maknenye da terberanak!!
cume cuti 2 hari ok,arini bax to work again la....
aku rase si cahay ni heppy dok on my belly...near to mummy heart kan???
feel so much love ehhh????

doakan la i cpat2 besalin ni.....
xsabar nak tgk cahaya da.....
*aku slalu wondering mcm mane la rupe cahaya maria,tp at the same time nta2 si cahaya pun tpikir mcm mane la rupe papa n mummy die kan??hahahahahah....

5!!!!

yeah yesterday is 6,so now already 5 days more to wait for my little baby girl!!
da dkat yer.......bg la ape2 tips kat i ni.....

kuat lagi!!!!!!!

yeah,btol 7 days ore to go to welcome her....
cant wait......
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nak ajak mikail mkn sushi la last2 min ni......
nti 2 blan sume bnda kena let go....
da le nak raye...
kempunan le aku mkn:
ketupat,rendang,ngan sambal udang my mom yg superb tu....
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lets start it....

ok lets make countdown to my baby girl.....

......her due date as estimated will be on 20.8.09....

so,8 days more to go,including today,13.8.09...

shout it loud.........8!!!!!

bilekah.....

IM STILL WORK......
-ye kwn2 saye masih bekerja lg skrg ni....
td g clinic...ckp ngan nurse sy ni mcm da pnat2 letih bole ke nak mintak cuti??
nurse ckp kalo nak kne mintak dr....so jumaat kne mintak la,sebab jumaat ni nak jmpe dr...
yeay....mintak2 dpt cuti seminggu....tp buatnye da beranak sabtu or ahad,or besok...x dan le aku nye mc nti kan???????...xpe2....kite tgk,just wait and see ye.....

problemo....

bkan saje nak merungut pepagi ni...tapi nye saje nak tanye,mcm mane nak ok kan kalo komen i ni xleh nak org antar....pelik tau....xleh pos komen kat blog ni...geram tolll....

by the way today monday,still at work lg....blum ade ape2 sign lg pun....so just wait due pun lg 10 hari lg....byk lg hari untuk kite makan sepuas2nye.....

setel...

so.....kelas teman meneman done....
so mikail da ade lesen utk masuk ke ward time aku deliver....
tapi yg menyeramkan ialah...mase g kelas td tu...rili bad advertisment yg dipaparkan....
patut ke time ktorg yg mostly pregnant 1st baby ni,mase g tu....
ade sorg pmpuan ni nak deliver,so die pnye la menjerit....dgn suara yg sgt menakutkan....
camni...."aaah,sakit la.....", pastu nurse2 yg menyabar tu ckp teran lg....die jwp"tau x sakit" pastu xberape minit dgr suare baby......
ktorg lebih fokus ke suara pmpuan tu dr nasihat dr experience nurse yg tgah bg tips tu...
takut tu....
sekian....im at work now!!!

so exited....

im now 37weeks pregnant...

just waiting for the big day...maybe today,cud be tomorow...

i also dunno,just wait and wait...even at the same time takut and also so exited....

so tomorow need to go to hospital...for the "kelas peneman"...hhehehehh....

hohoho....

betul la princess ida.....lame gle kite x update....
ramai da salah sangke ingat kite da pregnant,blum lg la...kite masih aktif mcm biase....g keje,g kelua jalan2....belari2,ooopsss...heheheheh...tgah tgu hari je....anytime je she can come ni....
mcm2 perasaan...happy la takot la sume la.....kak aku nye membe suppose due yg same pun da beranak.....me....TUNGGU.......
soon lepas deliver i will post pic plus update slalu k....
untuk rekodkan perkembangan si cahaya....huhuhhu...bestnye....
eazy....nak kek coklat u tuuu....last wish!!!!

beautiful moment..

see my belly???being pregnant is just make me feel good,knowing i bring "something" in me...

look at me part 2

kat putrajaya...

look at me!!!

me wit my crocs......

ooooooooooo

barang2 baby sume da dkat nak complete...
cume baby cot dgn few other small thing je...
ke ade sesaper nak sponser baby cot tu???hehheehe...
well kejap je aku da 29 mgu....
n xlame lg pun akhir jun tau la dpt transfer mlk katne...
xsbr nye....
hehehheheh......
ok take care....
L.O.V.E

27weeks.....

ni latest scan pic of my baby girl....
so clear mata,hidung n mulot die....
n mase dr scan tu,die bukak2 mulot die....sgt cute!!!!
dan sgt aktif....
kejap je kan da 27weeks rasanye,next appointment dgn dr mase tu akan about 32weeks....

cheeseburger story....

so seperti yg djanji....9.20 mikail smpai...
tp aku dgn sengaja nye pkul 9 bru nak tekedek2 kua dr uma,tibe2 tgk2 mikail da smapi awal...
rase agak besalah and mcm nak kne cepat,tp pikir blik...mikail bkan jenis yg nak marah2...
so aku just inform him i will be there in 40 min,and he is fine...nasib baik kan...tp bangi ke lcct x la jauh mane so aku smapi lbih awal dr yg aku ckp.....
"oh u nw have a bear belly" itu ayat pertama yg mikail ckp....hehehhehe....kelaka die ni...
so mlm tu sibuk la die tnjuk kan barang2 yg die blikan 4 cahaya maria....suke tau cahaya maria,sebab die melompat2 gembira...
so back to the story,monday ade appointment dgn dr sukhilmi...so exited,sbb now akan 100% tau my baby gender,so mase scan tu dr tunjuk dr kepala,pastu down to her heart,her cute little backside,and lastly dr tanye nak tau x sex die....oooo of course,after a while waiting kan....
"ha do u see mcdonald burger?" heheheh...yeay so confirm la cahaya maria....tp mikail bwt2 xpham ape dr ckp...sebab die nak dr ckp sendiri gurl or boy.....then baru die satisfied....
otw nak blik tu,die ckp lg...."so we will call cahaya maria cheeseburger"hehehhehheheh....
suke ati die je.....
im glad that i had a super great weekend wit him and my baby!!!!

welcome home dear....

smlm g klinik utk cek cahaya...
alhamdulilah everything fine...
bp and all the things da ok da diorg cek...
ak rase sbb aku agk menjaga mkn lately.....
berminyak,fat food kurang...
mkn buah lebih...
and aku jdkan rutin mkn buah kurma sebijik as aku amik medicine...
and also,plenty,plenty of plain water.....

yeahhh,arini jap g kang mikail smapi....
mikail smpai pkul 9.20 sumting mcmtu....
tp becos of the h1n1 pnye saringan maybe takes also sum times...
so aku akan kuar rumah pkul 9 la,xde la lame sgt tgu kat airport tu....
see u ok.....

wooooohhhh....

lame gle x update...
xde ape2 sebab cume bermalas2 je....
weekend ni just spend my time kat bangi....
kire rekod la jgk,before ni everyweek msti blik mlk...
ni 1ST TIME ok.....
jumaat mlm g alamanda g mkn nandos...
nandos memg my favorite la,compare to kkenny rogers tu....
then mlm tu lepak tdo uma my sis,sabtu pun still je lepak uma die jgk tgk af...
af hampeh boring siotttt....
xbest pun....lg nak tgu cepat hbis sebab nak cpt2 tdo....
pastu ahad pun still lg uma die,pendek kate the weekend wit my sis la....
die msk2 tehn lepak sampai tetido2...ptg g mcd...
xmkn pe pun cuma nak mkn aiskrim mc flurry oreo....
pastu bru la blik uma....
mlm nye aku xdpt tdo sebab da tdo ptg yg lame...
dr 12 smapi 3 dok tepusing2....kesian cahaya maria kena jgk bjage teman mummy die....
tu je la....tamat la weekend aku....

ps......i love u,yeah mikail da nak blik da jmat ni...cahaya pun xsbr nak jmpe papa....
rindu tau ngan papa....mwah mwah....