an update by the lazy woman...

 ishhh mcm biadap je kann...da lame x muncul..muncul2 tunjuk kaki dulu plakkk..hehehe..no la,not biadap..saje nk ckp besttt dpt sandal ni from my bro in law...brand saltwater(google it if u like)...die blikn my sis n nagena sepasang..da la awal2 npk kat blog2 pompuan matsaleh..diorg pkai matching ngn anak die..sweet je kann..tu yg my bro nk bg hadiah kat bini die tu..cek2,msia xde brand ni..so kne la bli online from us...bile dpt sedih..my sis gemok kaki xmuat..so xkan nk tungu nagena besau kan bg nagena..die bg la me!!of coz la sukeeeeee...so sister i ckp kne blikn die saiz 10 la,sbb ni 8 die xmuat..so i said her klo saiz 10 pulak terbesau ngn die..bg la mak pulakkk..hehe...

ni la rupa rumah kite...smlm gembira tukang ckp.."rase nye dlm bulan puase siap...sbb now diorg da x amik mane2 keje,only mine untill lpas rase..yahoooooooo!!!!

 lpas da tambak tanah nampak lapang sgt,so bile diorg da mark2 point still npk lapang..now mcm da kecik je npk bile da block2 kan tu,but diorg ckp da naik batu baru npk besar nti..my home size 27 x 40...dpan kaki 5 10,blkg kaki 5..10 jugak...10x10...alhamdulillah :)

the progress during part yg ni...i x kuase nak tgk..npk serabut...tpi tetap jugak tgk sehari sekali...

 ini the latest view..taken smlm...ptg2 mase g cahaya akn tanye yg ni ape..i said tmpt tgk tv,yg ni ape,yg ni ape...hari2 pon nk tau....

 yg hujung skali tu bilik si cahaya...

 yg tgah tu hallway nk menuju ke bilik and last dpan bilik cahaya laundry room plus toilet plus bilik mandi....i mmg nk separate kan bilik kat blkg sbb its a private area...mls nk menghadapi situasi bile org dtg,me from toilet bertowel da terpusing2 x dpan nk jln..so bile i luahkn masalah yg i xnk ulangi..my sis pon bg idea..i mmg suke...so,jadik la my kitchen kat dpan i mean  first jmpe our living room...then kitchen then our private area..i draw la cincai2 plan uma i last2 kang...so,biase le..sesape dtg menjengah my house in progress msti komplen of my kitchen yg kat tgah2..biase le kan dgar je la idea2 org..lain org lain citarase nye kann...

i must print a house rule utk abg mischa bace nanti..dulu2 duduk sndiri pandai buat keje,skrg dok ngn mak..mak ckp "suruh sarah..apeguna ade isteri"..die msti la suka..so i told him lpas ni back to normal...bahagi2 keje...die da buat muka sedih...i said him,and...no more tingal kan plate atas meja lpas mkn,angkat ke sink and wash!!die ckp ok...(in a not happy tone)...

so here la my tiny weeny jungle house,rili square kan..??hehe.....

ps-aritu kat dapur pintu die cuma sebelah kiri je..then my sis tnye mane area masak i said on the right side of my kitchen,then die ckp no door??i ckp no..die ckp buat,sbb mcm tertutup je tmpt msk xde pintu..die siap ugut.."kalau ko xnk buat pintu sebelah situ,aku mls nk bg ape2 idea lgi nti sbb xdgar ckp aku"...tgk la kakak sulung kannn....ok2 i da setuju pon after myself berfikir and rase penting jugak ade pintu on the other side too..bole la tanam2 cili,daun kari,labu(sbb cahaya suke kuah labu)..etc etc..sambil masak petik2 campak2 dlm periuk!!

pss-me learn a lot from cahaya,slalu kalau die nangis i ckp "behenti menangis,cahaya kan big girl"..die pon berusaha tersedu2 nak berhenti..tpi ade skali tu i sedih,nangis la dpan si cahaya..dgn tgn die die lap air mata i,so touch by her...i promise to myself..next time die nangis i will hug n lap juga air mata die...sbb baru i perasan big girls do cry!!

psss-xmembebel,sekali membebel x henti2..agak2 kalau jmpe i kan..sangup x dengar i membebel mcm maknenek ni???

lazy day!

sooooo lazy and out of the mood...

start to write=blank..

so i take an off day from blogging for a while..

if my mood slowly good then...i write back...

can b in few more second or in a day or after a many2 years...

wake up SARAH!!!

this is the lazy woman that im talking about!

ps-hehe..mood please be better... need to update a progress of the house too..for u,the lazy woman review in the future too!!!!

dream,dream,dream....

nk story sikit...
pasl my dream!
u know...hit new year 2012 aritu...tibe2 my sis ckp..."ko x teringin ke ade rumah,aku nk share2 pasl mcmne bestnye ade uma sendiri ngn ko xleh sbb ko xdpt rase bnda yg same"...
so me feel like..terdiam,xterkata..then sis i ckp lgi "msti sbb ko pikir kje mikel yg boleh kne pindah2 tu yg ko xnk buat rumah kannn"...me like "yes..mmg itu sbnarnye!!!!"...then she said more "so bile ko kne ikot mikel ko xnk balik2 sini ke...buat la rumah even kecik bile ko balik bole duduk..yaser anak lelaki..msti die jage mak n bak..so bile da kawin die nti anak da ramai2 ko x pening ke duduk mcmtu??"..yes..she is sooo rait..

mlm tu jgk i ckp ngn bak n mak yg i nk buat rumah kecik2 je pon,besides their house!!!besides ke belakang ke depan ke for me no prob..as long as i ade my own house so that im the BOSS..so it shud b okey!!!...

dear my sis,tq ehhh for membuka mata i...i rili appreciate that so much!mak n bak of coz happy..for mikel he is okey...he call my house as "jungle house"..bile i ckp..ok ko ckp jungle,ko xbole masuk jungle house i nti..ko duduk je dgn mak mertua ko...!!die gelak2 ckp...jungle house is nice what!!!...sbb blkg tu mcm hutan2 sikit tu dpt name jungle house!....

and for mak and bak mmg i more and more appreciate sbb byk sgt jasa diorg,even i xdpt nk balas lahhh...bak trus tempah tanah utk rata kan..mak plak bg idea itu ini...
rumah i plan die my sis pnye idea...lpas i bg idea i nk mcmni mcmtu die trus bg idea..and i agree with a bit arrangment by me...

so on that piece of land will stand my OWN "jungle house"..
i cant wait the moment to count the star from my own verandah..
spot cahaya with her datuk over there??

the man behind the scene...
tq so much bak..!!!i know he is happy...

mlm2 nti kalau nk mkn,mls nk masak kite lompat ke rumah nenek ehh cahaya???

ps-actually..my sis bg idea tu lpas si cahaya bercerita pasl her own dream...serius she is small,but with very big dream...ade skali me sis n cahaya jln2...dkat portugis settlements...so rumah2 kat situ kan cantik2 kecik2 jee kan..so die start ckp "ibu...bole x belikan cahaya rumah yg mcmtu..(sambil tunjuk rumah yg die npk)...i tgah bwk kete,trus terdiam..xsangka bole die mintak mcmtu..die ckp lagi "cahaya nak rumah yg kecik je mcmtu ibu,cahaya nak warna putih"....as u wish my dear,hati mama trus nak nak nak buat rumah utk cahaya the most!

pss-my jungle house will b biase2 ajeee...real square shape with 3 rooms!!..now im ready to reveal since this khamis tukang rumah da nk mula buat rumah..

psss-the progress of my house will b update kat blog satu lgi tu..as kenang2an!!!for me,or for cahaya!!...utk abg mischa xpayah...!!!!hehe.....

how was my weekend????our i mean...

weekend mmg saat dtungu2..for our family gathering :)
we are both exited..mcm cahaya,setiap jumaat..mandi cpat2..pakai bju tdo yg selesa so that dgar kete papa sampai,die boleh belari dpan pintu kete papa trus...

so as i mentioned..suprise2 mmg not in our family,mikel suke done things by plan..unplan buat kepala die messy... :(
so sampai je die suruh me n cahaya tungu kat swiming pool,die nk buat extra vacum proses sbb his angel sampai kannn..so instead of waiting why not us swim right??

so the swiming pool is on the roof..so its feel like a hanging swiming pool..i like it so much so does cahaya because while we swim in the morning we can meet the birds and the sky...and when we swim in the night we can see the moon and the cloud!

so on saturday we went to ranching rainforest(air terjun)...as usual mikel said.."please not to the shopping mall"..and while googled..we found this..so we were back to the nature..we all mmg plan just to have a walk..but cahaya da nk air,trus nk mandi..for her..easy..bukak bju,tingal panties je n jump!!..dlm tgah jump2..tibe2 hujan..blari2 bwh tmpt rehat..tgu sampai ujan stop,sambung lgi...im so tired of climbed until now kat betis stil sakit tau...while complaint,mikel ckp..hey u need to walk..to get flat belly...oh me trus jdik ok ok...!!!

 while on the other day,our trip to aquaria..it was an awesome time too,but for cahaya the most!!because once we were in singapore,it was nearly exactly the same view...but overall when she is happy,what then???....

then on monday,papa work..tingal lah me n cahaya alone at home..but we were not really alone when mama called walid cahaya,then walid set the time with uncle hafiz too..so double trouble happiness lahhhh...
uncle hafiz treat us at mont kiara POYO rest...niceee!!tq uncle hafiz..next time will b our turn plak :)

so ni gambar mesra2 we oll,papa tgk geleng kepala jeee tgk anak peluk2 ngn org lain...this fren of mine cahaya pangil walid...so bile jln da mcm one happy family...ade walid,ade mama ade anak pompuan sorgg..

and walid managed to cilok uncle hafiz..for at least had lunch together...cahaya ngn uncle hafiz malu2 kucing sikit...but da otw balik cahaya ckp "mama,mama..cahaya like walid but...cahaya...lo..VE uncle hafiz"....

so on tue,which was labour day public holiday and the day that we must back to working/schooling life...we went to makai kdai daun pisang..with papa..

 enjoying...

soooo tempting!!!

so otw back,stop by @nagena house...melepak2..around 1 and half hour pastu must get back before the rain fall down!

so ibu buat grill pisang for nagena but at last dimkn oleh mama...

ps-now her social skill getting better..dah xde malu2 mcm dulu,malu dah xde so skrg jdi show off girl...hehehe...

pss-i rili enjoy a conversation with her,sbb so interesting..she not only repeating me...but as papa know "cahaya already understand what is a problem solving"...mcm maknenek!

psss-so today mama akn g gunung ledang dis evening and balik saturday back..so she will b with papa n nenek n bak at home...

lets enjoy the weekend!

my 26 era

normally all in my phone/cam will b bejuta2 photo of my very own model...

kalau dlm sebulan ade 1200 photo..

less than 100 will b mine,the rest is hers..

so while she was away..i captured some of my camwhore collection..

ohh not bad,da byk plakkk...

so..while i think..yes i need to make some of mine too, from time to time..

in case ALLAH,allow me to reach 50,or 60 or maybe 80..

who know...

so i may show it to all my cucu cicit...

ini nenek korang mase 26...

actually im 27,but not yet july..

so lets enjoy the ultimate joy of 26!!

camwhore=fun and syok sendiri..
sumtimes i malu org pandang2,but my sis slalu ckp..
ala rilex arrr bukan diorg knal ko..
yeahhh ur rite sis!!
so kite enjoyyyy!!!

ps-saje nk cite sikit pasl cahaya,die kan bile i naik angin i pukul kaki die or tapak tgn die..to cubit or beat her strongly...i blum rela kan my hand do that to her fragile body..so each time i buat,die akn nangis and me walk away tinglkn die..i masuk dlm bilik...to control my anger!..but nenek yg xpenah even cubit or jentik we all akn sedih bile cucu die kne..die ckp "cahaya g tnye mama,dlu mama kecik2 penah ke nenek pukul ke cubit mama"..tpi cahaya xberani nk disturb me when i silenty alone(tgah naik angin i mean)..die tau i mrh...so each time mcmtu nenek suruh die tanye mama,one day...i geram kan..i jwp suh cahaya tanye "cahaya tanye plak nenek ade ke mama buat mcm yg cahaya buat kat mama"...trus mak mcm iye x ye jgk..lpastu kalau cahaya notty2 kan nenek ckp "cahaya,anak2 nenek dlu...semua dengar je ckp tau..tgah hari nenek masak mkn2,nenek suruh tido trus tido xde melawan,baling2 barang mcm cahaya buat nenek ni tau"...

so after i jwp mcmtu mak da xde nak suh cahaya tanye dah..so one day..die ade buat hal...tgah2 ktorg tgk tv,die padam tv tu..i naik angin trus...menjerit her name all out.."CAHAYAAAAAAAAAAA"...so i masuk bilik..as usual..die dtg jengahkn muka kat pintu die ckp "mama..masa mama kecik2 ade ke nenek cubit ke pukul mama???? adeee????"...ok..i control nk tergelak...pastu many time die tnye "ade ke mama,ade ke"...i trus tergelak,i open my hand and call her to come to me and her hug..and mama bg kaunseling sikit la bile da baik tuu..cahaya kalau suruh die dlm kite mrh2 or jerit2 die x suka...
now i try to not even to beat her anywhere more...kesian laaaa,mama control mama!!!

i love u...

people said...to show ur love,not only by say i love u!
yes true...
kalau ckp jeeee,kdg2 bosan jgk kan??
like me..i say it always,and other than that...
i cook for her!!almost everyday now...
cume on weekend...we out for food!
seronok kan sbnarnye masak utk anak ni??bestttt sgt rase..
mcm smlm..i made grill chic,n boil potato..one thing missed ialah some green,green thing like brokoli...
and as usual,miss big boss akn bg i puji2an yg buat i cair..yg buat i rase i ni the winner of master chef!
before die mkn,die ckp "woooo sdap nye mama,sdap nye mama"..i said "ehh blom mkn da ckp sdap ke?"..die btolkn ckp "nampak sdap mama!!"...i mmg cair la puji2an die...

baru blik skola..nenek ajak mkn mihun basah ..ktorg meleju kdai Sayang..yes,name kakak tu  Sayang!her real name,bkn nickname..untung name sayang..manje je org pangil..

otw,makngah call ckp..dtg uma amik kuah  asam pedas keladi(asam pdas keladi kinda org melaka pnye signature juga)
tpi bile sampai uma maknga,ade sorg cousin i,rajin nau bagi lolipop kat cahaya...
i x sukeeeee!!bile mintak cahaya die uwaaaaa..lgi mama xsuka

her grill chiken,boil potato,epel,n sky pee..oh no sky juice!
i ni bab masak makin improve..bab mengarange supaya food npk delicious masih dlm proses belajau...
food presentation mama fail kan cahaya??
mama work on it..dont worry!

mkn quater kentang i da kenyang,die mkn half...plus nearly all the chiken...
mcmne i xnk ckp I LOVE U berjuta kali kat die????

see,see,see...nak licin kan pingan...
i love u
i love u
i love u

bersunguh2 die blajar pkai folk n knife tu..
tpi die sebut in german..
measa n garbel n pingan die ckp tellar...
thanks for ur german lesson dear..love u more!

and 1 apple is a must...
sbb nanti papa balik spot cek...
bape bijik cahaya da mkn...
kalau x...membebel..mama x tahan!

n dis one..my mak x de n ckp i love u langsung..but every morning...sebijik fish oil,n segelas susu...
i rase mak x payah ckp i love u sarah..i yg patut ckp i love u mak!!!

ps-i happy sgt,kdg2 kat tmpt keje menyakitkn hati ke ape kan rase...i jenis sharp pukul 5,hilang dri ofis..hati berbunga2 nk amik cahaya from school,nk spend time masak2....baring2...ngn die...of cos adengan jerit2 mmg byk..sbb cahaya kan budak bertuah!!!!

pss-yes..i jenis balik sharp..pukul 5 dah hilang dri meja!!

the scenes

 saloon scene

rambut dpan cahaya je yg pjg,yg blkg bergulung..
potong fringe die cost rm4

aunt jac yg gunting rambut die,from the first time till now..
as aunt jac personal hair dresser die laaa...

aunt jac pot pet pot pet non stop...

papa stay right besides her...
hold her hand..and watch over her repunzel hair jatuh berderai ke lantai..

very happy,when aunt jac said..ok now u look like barbie doll

 ice cream scene

da jnji..g gunting rambut,then cahaya dpt oreo ice cream..
once in a weekend..she got some reward..
choc/ice cream etc,etc...
only once a week,not every day..
that is why she appreciate it really..
see how she hold the ice cream...

cahaya...what means family???
means sharing!!..papa want it too..
one cup,one spoon..but for 3 birdie!!

 "i jump so high" scene

blurry,sbb jump real high..
its a play time....
enjoyyyy

 my name is what,my name is what scene

papa said mcm cite kat penjara tu..
yg pegang name...

mama,carik letters,papa arrange letters..cahaya ..the big boss

 bye-bye papa scene

papa mcm batman..mlm je fly back ke sarang!
before he back..we had our family kiss,family hug,and one tradmark for us 3 done..then only papa leave happily!

 ps-pagi tdi..while i drive...ade satu motor kat my blind spot,oh my god...i mmg xperasan langsung...nearly hit that motor tau...luckily die hon...die mmg npk marah sgt...i x mrh,tpi i rase bersalah...tpi i da drive forward...then,bile stop kat trafic lite..die pon sampai..die pusing kepala,jeling i...i trus buat sign sorry,suddenly die smile and anguk kepala...word sorry so powerful,sign sorry pon power jugak kannn???

or maybe of my RED LIPSTICK???

ps-happy tuesday!

venice,im in love!

hehe..mmg ade impian nk ke italy...
sbb other than its beautiful..i love to see beautiful people...
i know...kdg mikel ckp merepek je...rajin nau tgk muka org!!!
even i xkesah langsung,kalau bru jmpe org kat mane2 for example kat klinik bru 2 minit..(if die friendly dgn me)..i bole tegur ckp.."i suke kulit u..cantik".."i minat tgk rambut u"..bla bla bla...
mase g prague aritu..pompuan2 die mmg cantik2 belaka...i said to abang misha.."misha,cantik2 la pompuan kat prague ni,mcmne ko bole x jatuh cinta dgn sorg pon??"..die buat muka no expression..tpi die jwp.."woman from czech/slovakia ramai yg ckp cantik"...

kalau d pjgkn umur,kalau da pencen,harap Allah bg kesihatan yg bagus,teringin nk travel around the world dgn Cahaya Maria,Cinta Miriam and Ishaq Mikail..(wah,wah,wahhhh) and of coz abang misha too!!!

-so smlm ktorg feeling2 venice kat sungai melaka..cahaya second experience..sbb 1st time g masa tu die dlm perut mama die lagi..time tu g dgn nenek n bak,ibu,paklong n papa jugak...

die julur2 kan kepala die...nenek die yg ketakutan tgk..don worry nenek mama dah peluk kat pingang die..mama as safety belt die nek...

by the rivers of babylon...

ni tahap kesabaran die da semakin low bile boat x jln2,tgu org masuk..relax girl..enjoy the view first...

hello from nenek

bot stat jln,die ckp mama mne naik bot..i said ini la bot die..
mayb die ingt naik bot as if naik jet ski..feeling2 sexi..

photo 1st cahaya before mama keep the camera dlm beg...

so overall,river cruise kat mlk seronok..tmpt makin cantik,dlu agak bau busuk along the river now no more!!!

bile ckp pasl prague..bru teringt pasu kristal comel  handmade i bli mase kat prague..
kristal &prague..(trademark)

im not the shoping type..g bercuti i lgi suka spend time watching this and that rather than enter the mall..sbb mane2 mall pon same je(for me)...
tpi one thing yg kadang2 bile i teringt i miss about europe(prague) ialah..bile i nk keluar rumah je...bau udara die sedap sgt...mcm addicted tau,bile stat keluar i sedut dlm2 bau tu...even bile lalu2 area kdai roti diorg pon sdapppp bau tu...
wish to visit with my love ones again all over the world...

ps-otw back,hujan..then cahaya ckp "mama,the sky pee"..i love sometimes her creative idae..where in order to just say "mama,rain"..die nk ckp "the sky pee"...puitis anak mama...if papa tau cahaya kne hujan msti membebel,but relax abang misha..if there is no rain..there will no rainbow!!