hello again ladies..hows everyone,me alhamdulilah sihat je..
the rest of the family pon all ok..
hei,nk tau x..instead of datuk n nenek cahaya tu jd puan and tuan..
now we may call them by haji kalam,and hajjah jamie tauu...
yes,syukur again mak and bak dpt g haji bsama..walau awal bak da xdpt..
dah jodoh kan,dah rezeki kan..mmg xkemana..
msti ada hikmah di sebalik rite?
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| he is the love of my heart walauuu,slalu kne argue 2 pendapat,merajuk,berdebat bsama! |
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| each one of them stay in a very special place at my heart..ha,say hi to haji kalam yg npk macho in his ihram!no no no..assalamualaikum pak aji.. |
one happy news i dah share...and may i share hati yg lara news??
well..i lost dah sumone that also stay special at my heart,siape lg kalau bukan nenek i..
yes..nenek i dah meninggal dah :( mcm cannot jeee terima nk memangil her name with new tittle too..
ARWAH!!..Alfatihah utk nenek...
mmg ade hikmah bak n mak kne g lewat,bak n mak kne g ari sabtu..so a week before nenek masuk hospital..so ahad dah kluar wad,balik rumah pakcik i..nenek meningal selasa...while mak n mak kne g ari sabtu..
alhamdulilah,as anak lelaki bak dpt jugak menyempurnakan urusan pengebumian mak die..urusan semua kat rumah ktorg..so..time mlm..we bgilir2 baca kn nenek yasin smua..pg2..bilal dtg,org kg ktorg which noe nenek well la kann..sampai je trus diorg ckp "ohh nenek korg,paling baik org tua same la dgn datuk kau dlu"..hati siape x tersentuh,bile org yg disyg,disaat akhir pon dikenang atas kebaikan diorg kan..alhamdulilah..even dlm sedih hati senang dgr ckp2 yg mcmtu buat org2 kesayangan i...
the moment mandi kan nenek,me n my sis mmg da ckp ktorg nk sama2 mandikan nenek for her last shower..which means also saat2 hujung menyentuh kulit die badan die..so mandi kan nenek is the most touching moment..masa biase time weekend,mmg ktorg slalu spend time g jmpe nenek..klau lame x dtg,komfem die akn tertanye2 apsal lame x npk siti..apsal sarah lame xdtg,same jgk mcm cucu2 lain die..so time dtg ktorg bwk kn her fav ice cream..ha mmg mcm cahaya nenek niii!!manje sgt..so da mkn2 ice cream,mandikn die skali..mmg la nenek suka kepoci time mandikn die..sejuk la,baik2 tolak die kat wheelchair die la..kjap suruh amik sabun,kjap suruh shampoo rambut die..membebel jee..so hari last is like..oooh nenek,mmg la ini last i touch ur skin...and i wont ever see ur face again..to feel ur warm hugs,to feel ur tender kiss!!
selesai urusan nenek..rasa lega,semua sempurna..sempat la 3hari bak i buatkan tahlil,bacaan yasin utk mak die...wonder why we have such a great close relation dgn nenek,missing her same mcm hilang satu dahan berpaut..sbb nenek la org yg besarkn kitorg..yg urusankn hal ktorg..betapa manja nye cucu2 nenek..g skola berjemput tauuu...balik mkn dah siap,mak blik kje ptg tingal amik jee...
ok la,i lost sumone special of mine..time will cure it for sure..she lost in the world but of cos she is in my heart forever..
*may i share one sweet love story...ok,datuk i meningal 20years ago..such a long long time..oh he is one great man too!!!sedih xdpt bermany2 years dgn die...but still the little memory still fresh in us till now too..SO...between this 20yrs,byk la relatives i yg meningal jgk which one of them adik i,yg meningal masa mak lahirkn die...so..beside datuk ade one more space..which after 20tahun pon,no one filled there,until nenek come and fix that space..so now the husband and wife are together,lame kan datuk tungu nenek,20tahun tauuu!semoga datuk and nenek aman,tenang..love and miss u!kallau ade tentu diorg la org yg suka tgk keletah cicit2 diorg yg mmg pandai amik hati,yg menyakitkn hati,yg mencuit hati..ha mcm2 laa...hehe..
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dis girl,tanye my sis "ibu knapa bak baling pasir pada moyang,habis kotor baju moyang"
then mak i,xfollow smpai ke kubur..then balik dri kubur cahaya ckp "nenek,moyang kan atas bukit nek"..
mak i ckp..msti da besar cahaya akn ingt yg die tgk masa moyang meningal..cahaya baik sgt..mama mmg syg cahaya sgt..xmeragam,pandai bwk diri tau mama xbole nk layan mcm normal day.. |
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| i ajar die,bile smpai kubur moyang ckp "asalamualaikum moyang,cahaya dtg ni"..the way die ckp same mcm time ktorg g rumah moyang tgk moyang,beza nye cahaya,cahaya da xdpt lgi kiss seluruh muka..miss her really! |
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| mak and bak inform yg diorg nk g haji,its a rutin in our family..nk g memane msti bgtau nenek..mcm dlu mak klau nk blik kg die kat muar..msti bgtau nenek jgk..mak n nenek da xmcm menantu..mak mmg syg ngn nenek...i adore how iklas nye kasih syg mak pd mak mertua die..i will do the same to my mak mertua,insyaallah.. |
*i amik gambau many2 as a kenangan masa hari2 terahir nenek,as our family pnye kenang2an..sesekali tgk..mmg mengalir air mata..oohhh,hati ni npk je mcm keras mcm xkesah,mcm xde perasaan..tpi deep inside its so fragile..and can break at anytime tau!!hei hei strong!!
ok gd nite ladies...cahaya kirim slm semua..siap bg kiss mwahhh mwahhhhhhh!!
